98 mute - slander lyrics

maybe i shouldn't have said it of course i was too quick to judge words swiftly spoken may be unrefined i didn't know optimism was a crime hey i have got enough problems don't need extra baggage from you pointless games and taxing headtrips unfortunate side effects of your friendship i may have slipped won't happen again my legs are beneath me now for the last time cut down from behind i will be ready next time it's no big deal i've gotten used to being let down i just didn't think that i would ever be let down by you your antics are always expected passed off as being your nature get away with murder 'cause you're just being you a modern day version of shakespeare's licensed fool not to say that i'm not guilty emotions get the best of me quick to fight a nasty habit can't keep my cool if i never had it i had so much faith in you 'til i saw your true colors bleeding through you're a joke that i don't get with a punchline i'm trying hard to forget i don't want to carry the burden of holding this grudge any longer what to do, do i made amends? or discard this joker from my deck of friends? slander you said it i heard it but you know i never deserved it so locked to you the world in my head i know i should have never let you