5 days ahead - burn this scrapbook lyrics

burn. i'm falling apart. you don't understand. why should i care? i knew it would all end. the memories still run vivid in my mind. i wish i could hear those sounds of laughter everything falls apart right before my eyes. this light has faded away. all i see is this dark cloud. and the ghosts of friendships past have faded to nothing. how poetic the snow falls on a day where everything we had was erased. here i lay bleeding out my pain. (falling asleep from a razorblade) it never heals. it never heal