don't even tell me because i already know. this fucking beast inside always ready to make a show. never can i leave it behind, a definite part of me. it has controlled my life, it is destroying me. i don't need the drugs, because the rage, it gets me high. i didn't say i won't do them though, that would be a lie. crashing inside my head the red it clouds my eyes. i always ruin what i value the most. existing in hell, this is all that i know. where the comfort lies you made me!!! you can't help me. god help you. you can't help me. god help! |