100 demons - repeat process lyrics

this was the time, the only time i thought that it would all work out.
make a believer of myself without a doubt.
i made a pact.
i swore and swore and swore again.
but here i stand.
rage unbridled.
not what i used to be.
the pain so vital to live, it's necessary.
my dear i'm so sorry.
i can't control myself.
it's real, no story.
i am broken again.
through the times that i kept myself in control.
oh! i felt free, free from all the fear that was controlling me.
it was only just a whisper from my breath.
it has returned and so i wait for the...
rage unbridled.
not what i used to be.
the pain so vital to live, it's necessary.
my dear i'm so sorry.
i can't control myself.
it's real, no story.
i am broken again.
my only love i throw away.
turned into coal now i must pay.
on broken wings, so now he lays.
i dug this hole.
i've lost my way.
rage unbridled.
not what i used to be.
the pain so vital to live, it's necessary.
my dear i'm so sorry.
i can't control myself.
it's real, no story.
i am broken again.